Hello Lovelies! Hope you enjoy the post! The last quote is my absolute favorite. Have a good week :)
 I hate how dispensable I am to people. I hate how people feel they can just forget about me, replace me, erase me without even a second thought. It's like I don't matter to anyone. And hey, I mean I don't blame you. I'm no one special. I just thought you were different. I had more faith in you. And you took that, ripped it up, shoved it in my face and walked away without ever looking back.  If you're gonna leave, I wish you'd just leave. Why do you keep coming back if you're not going to stay? Because even when you're gone, you're never really gone. I won't get over it if you keep coming back. Losing you once was hard enough. And now you're here again and everything's coming back. I'm going to get screwed. And I can't do that again.  Awkward moments define me. I'd sleep all day if I could. I lack the capability to keep my mouth closed. Yeah, everyone has bad days, I just have more frequent ones.If you don't like me, don't act like you do; it really won't offend me. I've made mistakes, I've let people take advantage of me, and I have accepted way less than I deserve.  He was an ass. He made you fall for him and he wasn't there to catch you. But worst of all, he made you trust him. Made you think that he wasn't like all the others. And you know what? He was right. He's not like all the others. He's worse.  i want someone who won't care that i hate wearing shoes, that i'm incapable of sitting still, that i am a complete neat freak and i refuse to be ladylike. someone who realizes that half of the decisions i make are usually ones i regret. and i have the right to overreact at any given moment. i want someone who knows how completely insane i am, and he wouldn't want me any other way.  Sometimes we expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much for them.  i didn't have one thing to say to her. nothing. my best friend for years, the person i would never run out things to talk about with. we had become total strangers.  It’s really scary when you get attached to someone. You spend time with them, you get to know them. You find yourself knowing their favorite color, food, movie, song. You discover their flaws and their talents. And as time goes on, you learn more and more, absorbing every second of detail without even realizing it. Then one day, you wake up and realize how much this person actually means to you, and you love them for every strength and weakness. They make you feel warm and secure, but most of all, they bring you happiness. And to bring happiness to someone in such a way is a strong and powerful thing. It could break a person completely. Some say those who fall in love are young and dumb. I say they show an incredible amount of bravery. It takes courage to trust somebody with your entire heart.  People always ask her why she puts up with all of his shit, and she doesn't have any sort of answer. She just rolls her eyes, laughs, and says nothing. She acts embarrassed that someone called her out on it, but she wishes they would just open their eyes. She doesn't know why, except for the fact that she accepts him. Hell, she adores him, as ridiculous as that is, and it's beginning to baffle her how nobody sees that.  don't give up easily; I fight for what I want. It takes a lot for me to actually give up on something or someone. I can't just throw away all the hard work and time I put into it. I can't just give up because times are hard, especially if that person means so much to me. I keep fighting for what I want until I can't fight any more, until giving up is the only option I have left.  We had the best years of our lives, but you and I will never be the same. September took me by surprise and I was left to watch the seasons change. It's been so quiet since you've gone and everyday feels more like a year. Sometimes I wish I could move on, the memories would all just disappear. So many things I should've said when I had the chance, so many times we took it all for granted. I never thought this could ever end, I never thought that I'd lose my best friend, everything is different now, can we stop the world from turning? I never thought I'd have to let you go, I never thought I'd ever feel this low, I wish I could go back. |